DREAMS

2007-03-26T19:25:00.000+08:00

OKAY!!! pple hav been complainin dat i nv update my blog.. haha!! anw, e foto (taken with Motorola Krzr K1 hor!!!) above is my new haircut after 3 mths.. hehe ;) nice? hmph... wat's there to update??? anw, juz to explain to those who gt read my blog, i onli update my blog when i feel veri happy or veri sad/emo.. so when there r no updates, it means dat i'm fine and good! cos to me, those who blog everyday, might as well go www.livejournal.com to sign up an account there and write there? (no offence la!)
As usual, doing camp instructor is what i always want and always enjoyed.. just finished NUS high sch.. veri fun camp! esp onli gt abt 100 odd students, so nt as tiring as havin 300+ students.. haha! 202 was reali good man! all veri steady pom pi pi with me.. although i had to say initially, i was feelin veri demoralized, which was e first time after so many camps.. i gt to know 1 mei mei from 201, whom i helped her dress her pretty disgustin wound (sorry mei! it's reali gross la! hehe;) ) i know it hurts, bt chang tong bu ru duan tong rite? lolz~ anw, 202 was e ONLY class who did e Flying Fox/Zipline, so guys and gals in 202, pls dun say u all nv try e Challenge Pole hor! u r e ONLY class who gt to try Flying Fox/Zipline! anw, sorry to Cheryl and her bimbo gang in 206, no offence la! u know i'm juz jokin la! at least u came to e camp and survived it (despite all e disgusting lizards), beta than those who nv even come for camp la, bet they will feel veri wasted. ha!
Got back my mid-terms results for COM217, COM225 and MGM301 le, and all r like SHIT!!! die liao... seems like i reali gt to mug real hard, or else this sem's GPA will be more sucky than e previous sem le. and dat is also e reason why i stopped workin in Motorola for e mth of March and April.. if no $=better results=happy Alex, i reali dun mind man! :)
anw, e plans for e upcomin orientation is more or less done le, juz lookin forward to e freshmen and hope all of them as fun-loving and active like ME! HAHAHAHA!!!!

2007-02-25T20:42:00.000+08:00

Have not updated since start of school man! haha! school had been pretty busy, with the usual 5 sucky modules.. haiz! anyway, juz update u guys wat i had been doing for the past 1 mth...

Yeah! got a singing lobang from my vocal teacher.. he said at NTU alumni building, there's a music pub, and they are recruiting Chinese singers, so my teacher told me to come back to school for rehearsals, so as to prepare me for the audition. the audition should be at the end of Feb or early Mar... Songs that i had prepared are "Kiss Goodbye", "寂寞的季节", "枫", "借口"... should be preparing a few more songs too... anyway, can u believe this?? my vocal teacher told me to go learn old songs like "Rat loves big rice", and once i hear the title, it made me think of someone.. u know who u are rite? hahaha!

From 3-4Feb, i did a leader's camp for Jurong West Primary.. although it was only 2d1n, but it was very fun! camps never ever disappoint me and to me, outdoors is the life for me! hee~ if my schedule allows, i should be doin 1 more camp in March..

This month is the M1-Motorola-Fitness First roadshow FRENZY.. i named it frenzy becos i gt to be in Capital Tower, Paragon and Millenia Walk Fitness First.. but it was fun, cos nothing to do and still got to earn money.. hahaha!

Leon aka Rat brought us to his hometown, BATAM! everything's free except for shopping, so u can juz imagine how shiok i felt la! haha! thanks 7th uncle!~ seafood was GOOD! shopping was GOOD! but i missed out on the spa, lai lai.. bring us there again after mid-terms k? hee~

CNY was good.. angbao=average, gambling winning=average, therefore, CNY=average good. den.. thanks to lai lai again... i got to learn a new gambling game called Texas hold'em, which is really very FUN man! more KICK than BlackJack and DaiDee.

On 21st Feb, Aunt Doreen brought me to Malaysia for kelong fishing, which was very FUN!!! i didn't know they have a kind of hook called APOLLO, whereby they will have a shiny plastic that is attached to the hook, whereby the fishes in the water will think that the shiny plastic is bait, and bite and get hooked. u know the kind of fishes used for nasi lemak? i juz threw my fishing rod with 6 APOLLO hooks inside for less than 10sec, my entire rod almost became 2/3!!! i gave a hard tug and slowly reel in the line, and can u believe it? all the hooks are filled with the nasi lemak fishes man! super shiok feeling man!!! in abt 3hrs, we caught abt 100 of the nasi lemak fishes! and that was extra food for our dinner... yeah!~!

On 22nd Feb, when my right forearm is still sore from kelong fishing, my fav bro, lai lai, asked me to go prawning with the gang.. how can i say NO when the prawning place is juz opp my house?!?@!>@ hahaha! i caught 8 prawns, which is 8/20=2/5 of the total catch for the night.. and the most DL one is Nic, cos he caught 0/20=0. haha! no hard feelings bro~ they love me more!

Anyway, now is 25th Feb 2007 already.. exactly 3 months from now is my 22th birthday, but i'm not lookin forward to it, cos i got to clear my IPPT test before my birthday. given my current condition, i sure FAIL de. sianz~ me and Snappy are meeting the Fitness First consultant tomolo at Paragon, and see what packages they can offer. to me, i tink this is the only way to be able to pass my IPPT test in comin May.. wish me all the best pple!

2007-01-15T20:21:00.000+08:00

Today is the first day of UB-SIM 1st year 3rd semester!~! The best part was that there was only a 1.5hr lesson which ended 15min earlier... Sianz diao! Anyway, juz to give a brief overview of what i had done during the holidays... :)
Besides working as usual as a Motorola promoter, i went back to Camp High Achievers (CHA) to do adventure/leadership camps for them. I got to use the new Motorola Rizr Z3, which is a pretty sleek slide-up fone, which is now my personal fav.
As for camps, i did 2 3d2n camps and 1 0.5d camp. Let's talk abt the 0.5d camp.. It's a bonding camp for NIE teachers, which proved to be pretty fun as all of them are mature adults and no scolding is needed to make them listen to u, which made my life pretty easy. In addition, i met 1 of my sec sch seniors whom i nv c for abt 2yrs le.. Singapore is reali a small world man!
The 2 3d2n camps are East View Sec 2 and Bowen Sec 1 respectively.
East View Sec 2 were ok, but on the 1st night, due to someone gettin injured, i was forced to turn into a BMT instructor and tekan e Grp B's boys so as to force the culprit to admit. I have to say i'm reali sorry for wat i did, although i tink that dat nite was unavoidable, so for those East View guys who are still unhappy or buey song of wat i did, pls forgive me.
Bowen Sec 1 camp shld be the most relaxed and less tiring camp i've ever done for CHA. It's becos i have e additional help of 2 student leaders and 1 attachee, so effectively, my role became a supervisor while my attachee and e 2 student leaders run e show. i've to say my big thanks to e 2 student leaders and my attachee ZhiJian who helped me during e entire course of e camp. Although some of e kids in my grp gave me prob, i still love them a lot (or else, u tink i will buy drinks for u all at Bowen meh? haha!) the saddest thing was that after lunch on e 2nd day, it started to rain till break camp, which caused many FUN activities to be cancelled.
I reali wan to do more camps man, nt becos of e money, bt more for e fun and company of instructors... Now is back to serious studyin and soarin to a GPA of 3.3...
:)

2006-12-26T22:16:00.000+08:00

Finalli take e effort to update my blog... was busy the past weeks w holiday at Taiwan, Motorola work and slackin and lazin ard.

1 week at Taiwan was reali nice and fun! It was reali cold there, and e girls at XiMenDing were reali nice to wear short denim skirts to further confirm dat e colder e weather, e shorter e skirt gets. HAHA! no offence, bt they reali know hw to dress up, so kinda envy e Taiwan guys dere... Besides e gers dere, e food dere is FABULOUS!!! esp e food from ShiLinYeShi.. in addition, also sat a 4-hr bus up to AhLiShan to catch e sunrise, bt in e end, onli managed to catch e sunlight through e many many clouds clustered in e sky. BUT, e scenery up dere is BREATHTAKING~(as shown above)

It had been like almost 1.5mths since i worked as a Motorola promoter.. so e nite before i went to work, i went to read up on e fone specs again to refresh my memory... actualli, Andrew arranged me to work in Bugis, bt i dun like e manager dere, so opted to go West Mall instead(P.S. This place gives me e fondest memories as this is 1st deployment i worked at and sold 28 sets! Hee~), despite e long way dere.. gt to know 2 nice and cute M1 part-timers and 1 Samsung promoter.. they were reali nice and sweet gers, and they reali made work more fun and enjoyable. Sales for 23,24,25 Dec: 20,10,13 respectively. Nt veri gd bt still acceptable..

I would say X'mas this yr is kinda saddening.. after work on X'mas eve, went to meet Maddie and Eve for dinner(Or Lua from Glutton's Bay) and went Eski Bar to chill(1st time for me though). Abt to reach home, Beng Beng called me and say they all comin down to Loyang Point to sing KTV, which is damn super hard to reject as singing is my passion. When we reached Loyang Partyworld, we were expectin like a few pple here and there, bt to our amazement, it was fully packed! In e end, we ended up at e 24-hr coffee shop and ate supper and talked cock.. reali enjoy e moments w my brothers they all..

Goin to Genting tomolo le... e last time i went dere was like i was like P3/4 onli, so hope it will be a much nicer place when i reach dere tomolo...

2006-11-27T01:55:00.000+08:00

To whoever 'wake up' is, thank you.
Realli...
I may nt be able to get e ger i like, bt at least i hope dat i had helped her out of e vicious cycle.
Finals
Work
No time for other stuff le...
So...
Single and having many close gal frens r still nicer and less emotions involved.
...

2006-11-20T18:30:00.000+08:00

I thought I can managed to stop myself from thinking of her... But seems like it's not true. I really tried... U think it is easy? Especially when she had become a habit of mine, whereby everytime I switch on my laptop, e first thing I will do is to go read her blog... When I c her on msn, I reali wan to go chat with her... When I c e fone on my table, I really wan to pick e fone and call her to chat... When I think of her, I really wan to sms her and c wat is she doing and stuff... BUT I CAN'T now.

Hopes are definitely crushed to 0 le... Especially after last Tuesday conversation w her. To me personally, I feel dat I only do sweet and nice things for e ger I like only, dat's all. If she doesn't like me, there's no use. Cos even though I buy e entire Earth for her, she will still nt like me.

It's painful... Heart-wrenching pain I would say... But, wat to do? One-sided is lidat de... Ultimately, e one who will suffer is e giver. I'm nt asking for anything in return, I juz hope dat she can gt on w her life and if possible, tink why I had done so many stuff for her. Because I did nt do those stuff for nothing.

With regards to e bad-mouthing incidents, I would say there's nth i can do. Because e mouth belongs to them, if they wan to bad-mouth, let them be. There's reali nth I can do. And I'm really tired.

It's time
Let go, Alex
It's nt worth it

2006-11-18T23:48:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was a FUN night at Shanas's house man! BBQ+Stupid games+Booze(i did nt gt to drink cos i was driving)=FUN!!! Haha! Reali nv regret coming to UB and knowing all those frens man! Anyway, J, sorry for nt being able to send u home... cos reali nt enuff time and out of e way though... next time k? Sorry!

Alex... u reali gt over her liao ar? R u sure?
R u reali reali sure?
I replied:"Can i nt gt over her? Do u tink i will feel beta if i hold onto her? Esp it's so one-sided and stuff... Letting go seems to be e bez option le..."
I hope time will wash away all wounds fast enough... cos finals r reali comin and stress level is slowly going up le... hope everything will go on smoothly and achieve wat i wan...

J
hope time can rewind to e times when we were happy

2006-11-15T01:17:00.000+08:00

It's the end.
Officially.
Finally.
"Stop liking me..."
IT's the final nail to my coffin.
I thought being there for you will generate a chance for me.
FAT hope!
Wake up Alex!!!
It's fucking one-sided!
What for?
She does not like you and made it clear to you already.
Tears are free.
Activate them when you need them.
And they will definitely be there for you.
Especially the source is your HEART.
...

Wake up Alex!

It's really painful.

2006-11-12T16:39:00.000+08:00

Haiz!~
This week is the bez week in my UB study life man! U noe why? My schedule has become 7-day week!!! Imagine this! Today is Sunday, and I am typing this entry in SIM leh... haha!!! I bet u all will be asking me why rite? I tink i dun wan to name who the person is... The person knows can le. (U know who you r la... Hee!)
But it's ok. Cos the person's home internet connection died on her, and she is internet-free for this weekend, and I can understand the feeling sucks as the person is someone who is online every nite, thus no internet=pekcek! Haha!~!
hmmm.... I tink I can run for the MNG(Mr Nice Guy) award leh... not say I bhb la... but reali la! I come down all e way from Pasir Ris to Clementi to let the person use my laptop, but it's ok...:) as long as she's happy, I'm happy.
Yesterday, woke up in the morning and was watching this serial on SCV Channel 55... The guy said:"Although the heart is broken, the heart is still beating and should just be strong enough and carry on with your life." Seems like nowadays serial shows gettin more and more 'chim' liao... haha! regarding my love life, it has come to a standstill and whether or not it will carry on, it all boils down to fate le.

fate
u coming?

2006-11-04T20:56:00.000+08:00

J...
Sorry abt last nite.
Juz gt real vexed.
Hope u understand.
Anyway, lookin forward to "Prison Break" tomolo~
:)

2006-11-03T23:33:00.000+08:00

It's abt time le... Reali. If i dun, den e time will nt be rite le. Haiz~

2006-10-31T03:08:00.000+08:00

HEY!~ tonite was reali damn fun man! planned a surprise party for Hannah, and ended up being mistaken as a Peeping Tom! Haha!!! and also for Nic... hope u 2 enjoyed and like e prezzies we gt for u 2.

Egg tarts
Choc cream puffs
Piggy hp chain
Watermelon juice

J... i firmly believe, one day, u will overcome e obstacle in ur heart and move on... It is becos i noe u r strong, and u hav wat it takes; thus, u will make it. Whatever choice/decision u make, i will support u. u noe dat whenever u need someone to be dere, 91073563 is e no to call.

Sad J=Sad Alex

i noe it is hard to nt tink abt it, bt i firmly believe and swear by bein happy everyday, cos when u r puttin a sincere smile on ur face, pple c u also smile. But if u put a frown or 'chou' face, pple c le will "san tiao xian".

To put wat i wan to say to u in a song, go listen attentively to Jay Chou's "Bai Se Feng Che". :)

2006-10-25T23:54:00.000+08:00

The fotos above r fotos taken when i was singing at NTU's song-composing competition. Exclusive and limited edition!!! haha!~
ALEX IS HAPPY! ALEX IS HAPPY! ALEX IS HAPPY! ALEX IS HAPPY! ALEX IS HAPPY???
R u sure? Yes I am. Sources had complained dat my blog is too sad and after some deep thought and clearing up with J, i've felt dat wat i said is too childish and unreasonable... I've gave a deep thought... i shld nt be too selfish and always wan things for myself. By doin this, wat do i achieve? Nothing in fact. Thus, i will juz stick to wat i am doin nw and let nature take its own course. Often, things may nt be goin on well nw, but who knows wat will happen in e future rite? EMO=SAD=NO MOOD thus, this muz stop and will juz revert back to normal.
Anw, today J gave me e 2nd small prezzie... whereby e 1st one was a cute fastener. She gt me my fav choc=Kit Kat Chunky! I reali like it a lot and i will onli eat it when i am real hungry or no $. HAHA!!! i noe for myself, i reali appreciate anything e ger i likes give me, and i will cherish it.
J... real sorrie for last nite 'shit' talk to u and i reali regret wat i said. hope u will nt be angry w me...

2006-10-25T12:08:00.000+08:00

At times, i thought... why muz i care and be concerned over her? is it reali worth it? even though she goes out late at nite, it is also nt my prob... why muz i trouble myself w all these stuff? is nt dat she will noe i care?..
It's ok... i am slowly gettin over it... it will be real hard, but i will do it. Like wat Beng said: "Nice men finish last". Seems like this saying is reali true man! i always tink dat doin good deeds will hav good karma, but i choose to differ now. Probably i shld be a f*****, wat for always be Mr Nice Guy?
I am reali veri tired le... doin sweet stuff for e ger i like is nt a veri hard thing to do, as i always said dat me putting a smile on e ger i like will also make me happy, but wat for? i am sad. reali veri sad. EMO nites suck to e core and i reali wan to stop gettin EMO, but i can't.
Many things had happened in my gang, and all r negative things, is it e season of negative things now? it's hard to understand hw a ger tinks, especially e ger u like. u can never guess or understand hw a ger tinks and whether is she with u or nt. I agree... i had e wrong thoughts and misconceptions, but u can't blame me, cos i reali thought i will be able to make u change ur mind, but u did nt.
Seems like i shld juz concentrate on my studies and Motorola and events organizing... my mind cannot tahan so many things at a time, especially if it is sth dat is veri negative... juz turns my mood off and make me unable to do my stuff.

2006-10-25T00:54:00.001+08:00

I get wat u meant le, J. Frankly speaking, it is nt abt u being a supermodel or being super hot/pretty, then will = many guys chasing u. Looks r superficial in relationships and will never last. So wat if this ger is super pretty/hot, but her character=F, wat for rite?
Is juz dat I feel different towards u, and is a kind of feeling I can't use words to describe... it is like at times when I tink of u, my entire mind will be filled w u and I can't do other stuff le. But I will feel EMO after dat cos knowing dat so wat if I miss u? u don't miss me at all... it may sound damn sad, but dat is e truth, especially u said dat it is onli a brotherly liking towards me=final nail to my coffin.
And u hav become a habit of me le... Callin/Smsin/Msnin u has become like a daily habit dat i need to follow, and I am enjoying every moment of it. But I know I must stop, cos if I don't, e person who will suffer in e end is ME. Emotionally attached=No turning-back.
Hope dat u enjoyed e times w me, cos I do. All e bez btw u and shen~

2006-10-24T18:47:00.000+08:00

Yesterday's drinking session at Chicken's house was GOOD man! Lots of alcohol+Good food+Nice friends=FUN!~ Haha!!! But, 3 friends were gone and almost wasted. It's a pity dat J can't come... cos she will definitely enjoy de! I don't know why... once the sky turns dark, i will start to get EMO. EMO as in like I will start thinking of a lot of things, usually sad things... Sadz:( But wat to do? I am a freaking Gemini, so I can't stop thinking and will think of what will happen in the future...
In fact, I really admire myself. WHY? Becos I have learnt the Chinese saying:"Na De Qi, Fang De Xia" It means to be able to pick things up easily and give things up easily. Initially, it is really f-ing hard, but I know if I don't, I will suffer in the end if the outcome is not what I want. Initially, it was TTS&E(Take Things Slow & Easy) tactic, now is the HFTB(Hope For The Best) tactic. It is impossible to cut off contact completely, because I know I am not the kind of person, but I will refrain from contacting her unneccesary, but if she needs care and concern, I will always be there for her. ;)

2006-10-18T13:11:00.000+08:00

Hi~ i've given a very good thought to what I should do about J... Probably my brothers are right...if i persist on what I am doing now, and if the ultimate outcome is not I want to be, the person who is really going to feel really shitty will be ME. Frankly speaking, I cannot just don't care about J, because of all the girls I had liked before, J is the ONE who gives me the most unique and special feeling. It is that kind of feeling whereby words also cannot describe; thus, causing me to have very complicated and mixed feelings... And to be real frank, the feeling sucks to the core. But what to do?... This is the stage whereby one will have to go through if the gal does not like you in the first hand.

Of course, I cannot be selfish and force J to come to a decision at this present moment, it is because it will be very unfair on her part and very selfish on my part. To digress a bit, I really want to shout out 'THANK YOU' to all of my brothers and friends who are concerned about me, I really appreciate it a lot. What I can say is that 'let time wash away all the wounds', and I firmly believe, J would make a wise decision. Of course, as the saying goes 'The higher hope you put in, the harder you will fall'; thus, I will just take this matter with a pinch of salt.

Flashing back... Drinking at Labryinth...1st movie-dinner date...2nd VivoCity date...Kinder Buenos...Tuna sandwich and her favourite strawberry yogurt drink...Soft-shell crab...Mushroom swiss hamburger...Gummy bears...Marshmallows...Ben and Jerry's Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough ice-cream...Watermelon juice...... All the things that J likes... I will never forget.

Anyway, today when Beng was pumping petrol at Shell, I walked into the store and saw the new flavor of Ben and Jerry's... Marsh Marsh... which happened to be the one whom J told me she felt like eating... so decided to buy for her. Hee~! Frankly speaking, it really feels nice when I buy things for J and J feels happy when she receives them... The smile on her face is really priceless. I am not saying that I am the best guy in town, but what I can say is that I can definitely provide what J wants. What I can ask for... is a CHANCE. If cannot, never mind. Thank you J. I really enjoyed the times when I was out with you...the times when I was chatting with you on the phone(although I only won you twice only. Haha!)...the night at Labryinth... These memories will always be on my mind. "只怪我太呵护, 把你疼" (滥好人)

2006-10-13T05:39:00.000+08:00

Hello...
Finally... my sucky mid-terms are over le... tink i will flunk real bad man (CSE 111=17/40), sure die liao... nw muz start to studi hard le... sianz!~
Anyway, gt to know this ger from my uni... J is a veri nice ger, actualli the way i gt to know her was kinda corny, cos dat time i was doing my lab assignment for CSE 111, so i played music thru my W810i fone, and was Jay Chou's song... den J commented dat she loves Jay music and asked me whether i gt e cd and can burn for her anot?... It all started from dat day......
We exchanged MSN den HP number... den started chatting on e fone... i would say, initially, i onli treat her as a normal gal fren, bt after a few conversations, i felt differently towards her le... In fact, i was thinkin will she be e one i'm waiting for?... She loves Kinder Bueno, so i made it a point dat as long i'm in school and she is also in school, i will without fail gt her Kinder Bueno. Although it is kinda fattening, bt e smile i c on her face is the ultimate satisfaction i desire... She also likes the tuna sandwich sold at MegaBites and the strawberry yogurt drink... dat day, i wanted to buy Kinder Surprise for her, bt they nv sell, bt no worries~ i finally gt them at NTUC today! and also bought a pair of diamond studs at SK, sth i had yearned for a few mths le... Finally, i mustered all my courage to ask her out for a date... which was on Wednesday 11 Oct 2006. We went to Cafe Cartel for dinner and went Cathy to catch "World Trade Centre". After dat, i bought her fav Ben and Jerry's ice-cream "Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough". After dat, sent her home and went home.
Erm... i would say i reali enjoyed myself during e date, hope dat J also enjoyed herself. Actualli, i feel dat J juz cant forget e guy who owns her heart nw... and i'm also nt pressing her to make an immediate decision... i told her dat i will employ e TTS&E (Take Things Slow & Easy), cos it's beta to noe someone beta than let fate decide e outcome.
J... u noe hw i feel towards u de... all i'm asking is juz a chance to prove myself... i can't promise u dat i will treat u nice and stuff, cos i dun believe in empty promises, whereby action speaks louder than words, so i will prove to u thru my actions.
Today... i will be goin to Vivocity w J... reali lookin forward to e date leh... hope it will turn out well and sincerely hope e DAY will come... Tata~

2006-10-04T20:54:00.000+08:00

I juz finished COM 101, PSY 101 and CSE 111 mid-term exams... and wat's e verdict? all of them sucks big time man! wat can i say??? next week is UGC 111, HISTORY!!! a lot of info to digest man! sianz~

i've been thinkin abt this for this period of time, why BGR always hav so many prob? The irony is when a guy and a ger r together, they will hav good and bad times together... aiyah! life sometimes sucks to e max!~

one more thing, i reali miss my fren in US. she's pursuing her Master's degree in Bloomington in violin studies... juz praying real hard dat she will make it and everything will go smoothly for her...

2006-08-08T20:52:00.000+08:00

Exams just finished... but dun hav e feeling of 'exams-over-le' feeling. A lot of activities packed for my 3 weeks holidays, song-composing competition, KL road trip, Ben and Jerry's work, Motorola work... most looking forward to the KL road trip... going to KL Zouk man! haha!!! besides that, can't wait for e song-composing competition to come, hope that my performance on that day can let my friend win! hehe... Next UB-SIM semester will start on 28 August, with 5 modules!!! simply can't believe it man! and my timetable sucks man! almost everyday finish school at 5.30pm, sianz to e max man! Besides that, i went to watch Too Fast And Furious: Tokyo Drift for e 4th time!!! e gers and cars r super hot man! signing off le... tomolo National Day working at M1 Parkway Parade... hope my sales will be good.

2006-07-06T11:24:00.000+08:00

Hello... it had been some time since i updated my blog... just wanna share something happy w u all... this comin Sunday, i will be helpin my fren to sing his own demo for the NTU "飞越时空" song-composing competition. In fact, this Sunday is the semi-finals, whereby 10 out of 15 songs will be chosen for the final, whereby the final 10 songs will be able to go into the recording studio to record the song into a compilation CD... COOL rite!~ actualli is 志文老师 asked me personally to help e guy de, so i thought since 志文老师 got confidence in me, so i will not let him down and will practice real hard for this coming Sunday. If i manage to get into the final, it would mean more exposure for me on the performing stage; thus, it is a worthwhile try! "滥好人" is the BEST!

2006-06-22T14:17:00.000+08:00

i tink after livin on Earth for 21+ years liao, actualli feel dat actualli to hav or not hav a gf is not raeli dat impt to me le... cos i feel dat if can find a soul mate is so much beta... someone whom u can talk to and understand how u feel and show care and concern for u also. in fact, i dunno whether i found her le alreadi, but juz hope everything will go on fine... besides dat, i'll be startin my part-time work at e new Ben and Jerry's outlet at NTUC Downtown East this Sat(24/6)...those peeps who r free and LOVE alex de, PLEASE come down and support me k? anyway, yesterday i went for a short trainin on how to scoop e ice-cream and make waffles, and my manager let us try all e ice-cream... i simply tink dat all e flavours ROCK like mad man! SO, muz come and support me this Sat k? CYA peeps!!! take care~

2006-06-15T22:26:00.000+08:00

2006-06-15T21:00:00.000+08:00

Is looks dat reali impt?
Can looks ensure dat relationships will also be smooth sailing?
Got yuan no fen.
Got fen no yuan.
Sian la!
Might as well stay single man!

2006-06-14T21:53:00.000+08:00

Can u recognise e pretty gal beside me? U rem e Channel 8 sitcom 'Tong Xin Yuan', she's e Ruan Mian Mian in e sitcom. Pretty rite? She's my fav actress in Mediacorp and now her first female lead actress sitcom 'Lan Se Xian Ren Zhang' is showin on Channel 8. Catch it!~!

2006-06-14T18:04:00.000+08:00

This is me(so cute rite? LOL) with e mini Donald Duck i caught using $2 onli!!!

2006-06-14T17:57:00.000+08:00

Me and my MUS116 music project group at Marina Bay(6June)

2006-06-14T17:42:00.000+08:00

Anyway, i know my blog is kinda not updated...but i onli update my blog when i'm happy or sad. of of course! i'm happy now, so i'm updating my blog. Since dat day i knew X, we started talkin on MSN...chattin w X was reali nice...and it slowly progressed to talkin on e fone. To me, i feel dat in order for a phone conversation to be nice, both parties muz hav common topics to talk abt, or else silence in phone conversation is veri undersirable.. Amazingly, e first night i talked to X, we talked on the phone for 3 hours!!! haha!~! e reason why we talked so long is becos we seemed to hav many common topics to talk about. To be frank, e reason i asked for her email is becos i find dat X is reali cute and reali wan to know her beta... After talkin on e fone for a few nites, i slowly began to hav feelings for X le...

2006-06-13T00:14:00.000+08:00

On the second week of UB-SIM education, i knew a ger called X. Actualli, how i know her is damn corny cos dat day i was sittin at e atrium, i saw this cute ger X walk past me and i waved hi! she sat beside me and we started chattin. i thought how am i goin know her, so i thought since i got e laptop w me, i asked,"wat's ur email ar?" it all started from dat day...

2006-04-04T02:27:00.000+08:00

This is juz an account of wat happened on 31March..i rented a mazda 6 cos i need to travel around for dat day..anyway,morning went to fetch ser cute to ntu..had a student-rate Mac breakfast den i went back to camp to settle my clearance..thought i will kana caught or 'gan' by my superiors..but suprisingly,nothing happened and i still managed to get e signatures i wanted..after dat went back to AHS to c my campers from 3L'06..some of them were surprised dat i came back..haha!!!after went to Punggol to hep JiaYi with her chalet stuff and checked in into her chalet..after that went Stamford Tyres to c wat'c cheap cos they havin anniversary sale..after dat went out with dat special someone..it rained and kinda dampened my spirits..met her and went to Marina Square for Spaggetties..e pasta is like damn nice lor~haha!after dat went to Tampines Mall to watch Ice Age 2..veri funny show..haha!!!!
Actualli i'm thinkin whether i had made a right choice of askin her out for a date cos it's like it had been 5years since we last went out..i would leave everything to fate and let nature take its own course lor..cos i feel dat relationships this kind of thing need e correct time and feelin to happen de..so juz c how everything goes lor..

2006-03-25T11:06:00.000+08:00

Yesterday nite chatted with someone who used to be special and still special to me now.. had a real good chat cos it've been 5 long years since we chatted over the fone.. nice and sweet memories start to engulf my mind and this question suddenly popped in my mind.. can we get together again? seems like things are going on quite smoothly and wat i always believe in e saying "Let Nature Take Its Own Course". If fate decides we are together, den we will be together.. actualli kind of hard to believe dat after 5 long years of 'no-chatting', we can still chat for about 2.5hrs yesterday nite.. anyway, just from e bottom of my heart dat i hope this will progress to something good..

2006-03-23T23:07:00.000+08:00

Today go NUS for lunch with Princess Maggie, Doctor Weili, Alan Soh, Yong Bin.. We 'da bao' go Weili's hostel to eat.. Weili's room is real small man! but kinda cosy.. cos 5 of us squeeze inside mah.. haha!!! after dat went to Concourse shopping centre to buy deco stuff for Alan's bedae party.. although a bit bu gan yuan to go but since he's our level rep, so qing cai lor.. after dat, went Bugis for dinner den i go for tuition le.. lucky today my kid didn't give me a heart attack cum high blood pressure cos he can do e sums i give him, which is quite a miracle.. After dat go home le.. zzZZZZ!~!